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I hate my life...	i cut my self...alot

sidtheemokid

Name: Sid
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Male

Interests: I like self time to think to my self how bad my life is and how i would rather eat shit than have to be myself....i would rather be Gorge W. Bush right about now and let me tell you a secret ...thats not a good thing
Expertise: I tell people i know how to play guitar but i relly dont i suck relly bad i just hope they keep buying it for now.........i am talentless, except for i can make relly big cuts almost n e were on my body meaning ANYWHERE

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Member Since: 2/29/2004

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

hey, i thought i would update since i havent in like a while

. I have just been to sad and lazy

...and cold

. Well i thought i would pick up the guitar today and see if i could relly play

...then i putt it down knowing i couldn't

. When i putt the guitar down the string popped and it whipped me right on the wrist

, it felt good like i was about to orgasm

. Besides that... at school today i was actually popular for a while

....so i thought but you and i both know that is humainly and physicly impossible

. I think this girl at school likes me, she said i was cute

. She turned me on, aside from the hairy legs and the slight fasical hair wich is easily noticed on her pail white skin

. Her name is Marcy Anne (dont know her last name)

. Well shes so pretty that i wana cut her to see if she bleeds butifly

. I might ask her out...shhh!

dont tell

. il try to get a picture of her on my next entry

. I think im gna go now...TRL is on bye

3:38 AM - 25 views - 10 eprops - 7 comments - email it

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hey guy its been a long time like almost a month and i thought id update

. i couldnt update for a while because my parents had taken the computer away

, but now im back if anybody cares

.....anybody

? well i didn't think so

. anyway theres this guy named "Joey" and hes been trashing me lately

i dont know who he is, hes probly some strange loner longing for a friend

and/or a hug

....and i just described myself didnt i

. but im not going to complain im going to be the Bigger whimp and just not argue

,just incase he might hurt me

.....andenough of this.
But just to be on the less safer side

. Joey if you hurt my feelings again

...im going to cut you

8:54 PM - 9 views - 14 eprops - 8 comments - email it

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

I would like to speak about pornography

. Without it half the worlds population would be missdirected

and out of there minds

.But i would like to give an extra special salute to ankle porn

. It makes me happy (if i can even feel happiness) inside

...plus i love getting off to this stuff.

I Give You Ankle Porn....

Hairy...

SHAVED....

Lesbians!....

Gay Ankles...

Bondage Ankle....

Orgy Ankles...

Tatooed...

Shy....

Sex Machines....

THE END

11:50 PM - 12 views - 20 eprops - 10 comments - email it

Sunday, April 11, 2004

hello...i am not dead as most of u have wished i am still here alive and unhealthy, hoping i could die...wating here so god can shove his big penis through my heart and kill me on impact. well anyway i havent written for a while because my parents took away my computer they caught me "looking" at gay porn. now im not relly gay..at least i dont think so...secondly my friends left it there i swear. why would i look at gay porn wen i could see my own penis...nevermind that was a bad example. i just hope everyone dies
...ok well that didnt work. i got a new weezer pin it looks like my old one but its not...the big W is outlined in red instead of green. Well im going to go and find sonthing to do, and i might get to sneak a peak of my sister changing again...YES!

Poetry Corner:

(Thrice Rules!)

12:11 AM - 8 views - 12 eprops - 7 comments - email it

Saturday, March 20, 2004

hey all im still in the hospital recovering. i would like to start off saying the doctors did not have to amputate my nut. it turns out the chemiclas didnt spread that far so they were able to help me, but now the only problem is its hard for me to piss.. because they fucked up something..i overheard the nurses they were pointing and laughing at me, ok lets see they said they accidently added somthing..1...2...3...OH THATS RIGHT! They gave me a fucking extra testicle...as if 2 werent alredy getting in the way i have 3 testicles to worry about...jeez how can doctors fuck up so badly, can u not count dammit! well any way i talked to the doctor and he said my other testicle was so small he didnt notice it was there he thought i went in for a testicle replacement..thanks alot doc!

i have another song this time but for my 3rd testicle!!!
Its called:::

"3 testicles are fucking company too"

Come and knock on our door ...
We've been waiting for you ...
Where the kisses are hers and hers and his,
Three's company too.

Come and dance on on our floor...
Take a step that is new ...
We've a loveable space that needs your face,
Three's company too.

You'll see that life is a frolic and laughter is calling for you ...
Down at our rendez-vous,
Three's company, too!

isnt it ironic...? and no i am not quoting Alanis Morissate (Dont think i spelled it right but i couldnt care) because i hate my life and i just want everything to oblivorate and disapere. Good day...or should i say Bad Day!

PS...u go cut yourself for a change!

2:26 AM - 4 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it

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